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昨天散步的时候戴着耳机不知不觉走得有些远,回家的时候天下起雨来。

 

拉起衣后的帽子,心中安慰自己『斜风细雨不须归』,脚上却不自觉地迈上了力气。谁知过马路的时候一辆车突然从左后冒出来蹭了我一下,车立马就停了下来,下来一个胖乎乎的中年大叔。
他紧张兮兮地问我"Are you ok?"
我当然是OK的,"Yes, yes, I am sorry I was wearing earphone. I didn't hear your car."
"Are you sure you are all fine?"
我摘下帽子,跳了几跳,"yeah, you see, everything is fine."

 

他坚持要送我回家,上车的时候见着后座坐了一个可爱的小朋友,我笑着跟她打了个招呼,大叔却说,"she is my daughter but she can't hear us, she lost hearing in both ears."
汽车发动了,透过后视镜,我见那个小姑娘也正看着我,气氛变得有些压抑。不一会儿车就停在我家门口,大叔丢给我一张名片,指着电话告诉我,万一有什么问题,一定给他打电话。
"I am sorry to bother you so much. Thanks a lot. See you."
他一脸歉意摆了摆手,"Maybe not".
跟着就发动了车子,那个小姑娘正挥着手从后窗里面看着我,不久就消失在雨幕里面。

 

擦干湿漉漉的头发,换上干净的衣服,屋子里面温暖如春。心想『虽然听不见,至少你还有一个疼爱你的好父亲』。

2013-08-15